05.20.66. my birthday.
I've been wondering for a couple of weeks why this one seems significant. I mean, I'm hurtling toward another major one next year, and I've got majors behind me. I've had parties, shindigs, torn the club up, and let many pass, unnoticed.
This year, however, I feel as though I'm on the threshhold to something, well - huge. I don't really know why - most of the things on my plate (the Dirt, the Gig, the MBA program) are public, and I don't have any hidden projects on the horizon.
However, at my gut level - I'm looking forward to this one. Not because I'm expecting a huge present, surprise pary, reward or something to earmark the passing of another year. Nor, at my gut level, do I honestly feel like the achievement in this instance is an apparent reward for the hard work I've put in.
I feel like a door that I'm only vaguely aware of is about to open, and that everything I've done in my life to date has allowed me to be prepared to step through it. I don't know what it will lead to, and I don't know what the future holds. But I have a supreme sense of contentment surrounding the idea that, whatever it is - I'm ready.
Deep thoughts aside (shameless plug follows)...feel free to shower me with gifts, ply me with alkyhol, steal me off to some unknown location, or send me a Man's man that will help me burn a hole in the floor. I reposted & revised the Amazon wish list - see About Me section, in case you're wondering what I might like. Or just send me an e-card & let me know you care ;-)
...and when I step through that door, be waiting to support me on the other side, ok?
@ MsBlaize
THANK YOU GIRL!!!! lol
and yeah...it was a great one, no doubt!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURLFRIEND!!!!
Ryan CAAAAAmmmmmeeeeerrrronnnnn!!!! Where you AT??
Well, Ta-day is a special day!
It's a day.that.every-thing will go your way!
It's the day that you were born!
It's your burfday gurl!
You got it goin' on!
*IT'S YA BURFDAY! IT'S YOUR BURFDAY! IT'S YOUR BURFDAY! IT'S YOUR BURFDAY!*
Yeah I tried to do the whole song from memory! If it's wrong - my bad! But you knowhatimsayin' gurl! :-) Have a great one! ~ Ms. Blaize
LMAO @ Ms Blaize... see, what had happened was....lol.
But nah, see I was thinkin that er - if I posted early, folks wouldn't um, forget...yeah...that's the ticket!
Wait a doggone minute Saga! See, it's one thing to be waiting on the gifts but it's another thing to try to pull some Jedi-mind trick on us! I mean.... why does this post say May 20th when it's only the 18th! See! You just trying to get your presents and cards early! You still got 2 more days sistah gurl..... you ain't slick! Be patient! After all, your birthday does land on payday! ;-) *LOL*!!!!~ Ms. Blaize
The future taking us by surprise is a good thing. I can say that I'm in that very place right now too and although the unknown isn't always pleasurable for a mind like mine that wants to know everything, I know the outcome won't kill me.