what is the problem?
theMiniRant:: my coworker forwards me an email, that summarizes the idea behind this op-ed piece that appeared in the AJC. The synopsis: being smart carries a cultural stigma in the black community, and it's the parents' fault. I immediately jet into tirade mode, and complain about this being unoriginal, and untimely - having all been said 30+ years ago. I mean really, isn't this part of Bill Cosby's Brown speech? My coworker calls me extra (she probably meant egregious), and tells me if I think I can write better than that (I can), I need to put up, or shut up. But, it did get me thinking, pretty hard, about issues. Issues in general. And this bandwagon cause syndrome, that plagues the black community. Which issue is topical now? That's it - The ISSUE - let's all get incensed about it, and throw resources at it, to solve it. Or at least look like we care, because The ISSUE is important! The DL, the Closet, the Misogyny in Hip-Hop, the Cheater, the Teen-Pregnancy...give me a break, ok? But it does stick in my head, like a pebble in an oyster...
fight the power:: I got involved with efforts at work, to start an affinity group. Not my idea, but I think it's a good one, so I help draft some general guidelines for the group, and a mission statement that solidifies what we're trying to accomplish. It was a thing of beauty, I tell ya - and the verbiage was beautifully shaped to shield theGig from any potential reverse-racism accusations, or potential lawsuits. Man...that thing got rejected, like Vince Carter going up for a layup against Ben Wallace. Yeah, we're still trying to recover, so I'm looking for more info about affinity groups, and anyone currently involved with organizing one at work. Meanwhile, I've taken my Public Enemy shirt out of retirement, and wear it underneath my banker's stripe corporate (prison) jumpsuit.
love, lust and lies:: I've got a new guilty pleasure/obsession - Michael Baisden. I listen every afternoon, as my coworkers and I call each other during rush hour, to comment on today's Issue. "Girl, they are tripping today...are you listening to this?", "Dayum, did he just say that o the radio...?", "Oh hell naw...I can't talk to you right now...let me try to call in, because that was some straight bullshyt they just said..." Mind you, as Michael says occasionally, some of the stuff that is said is some straight "fraginackle bull". But - it's got us all thinking. And talking. And even if I don't agree with a lot of what is said on the show, or the spirit in which it is said, I respect not only the show's staff (Mr. Baisden included) for airing these issues, but I also respect the business paradigm created by the show. It makes good business sense, the show promotes his sites and events, and the sites promote/support the show, his books, and movies. But I digress...
myBlogline:: well, really - it's like a line that directs you to this chain of thought. My boy Heru (well, actually my blog-husband, so keeps yo grubby mits offa him) wrote this very insightful post about our personal responsibility within the framework of oppression, and the fact that oppression is still "a part of our very DNA". His post was inspired by Brian Jones' post about accountability and personal responsibility within the African-American community, and our raising the proverbial bar. So, Heru and I are talking about this idea of responsibility, and the legacy of oppression, it's after-effects, etc...etc. Which is how this pearl starts to take shape.
That blogline, along with my daily date with Michael, the op-ed pebble in the AJC about intelligence being "un-black", World AIDs day, the affinity stirrings at work, my new volunteer tasks and altruistic motives, all keep driving me to this...
theProblem:: in my mind, is that there isn't one "problem". The problem isn't just the spread of AIDS in the African-American community and the African diaspora. It isn't just the misogyny in hip-hop music, as well as the community - via hip-hop music's influence on the greater culture. It isn't just whether it's "un-black" to be intelligent. It isn't just about the DL. It isn't just about the declining marriage rate, or the preternaturally high divorce rate. It isn't just about whether we're socially/culturally responsible, or holding "us" to a standard worthy of us, and not selling ourselves short or the oppression in our DNA (although they both play a huge part of it). It isn't just this, and it's not just that. theProblem is all of the above.
Would you take aspirin to cure cancer? Of course not, the idea sounds ridiculous. If you had a headache, and went to the doctor, who did an MRI and found a large malignant tumor, you wouldn't go home, take two Bayer, and hope the whole thing blows over, right? Then why do we expect all these side effects, these symptoms of a much greater problem, to simply go away, when we treat the symptom, instead of its cause? Every social organization working within the african-american community has an agenda, and for the most part, they address a symptom - whether it be literacy, hunger, at-risk youth, AIDs, fighting for Katrina victims, teen pregnancy, gang violence, etc...etc. But the more these cultural topics appear in the media, the more they scream to me - symptom. Side effect. Not "the" problem.
what is it, again?:: that's the thing - it's nameless. It's faceless. It's hard to pinpoint, and describe, because as soon as you name it, it shifts shape. Let's call it racism. Suddenly, affirmative action doors open up, we're given the vote, and told that racism is gone, so we should "get over it". Let's call it self-hatred, but then that ignores the oppression that inspired the self-hatred in the first place. Besides, there are many amongst us who are in denial about that self hatred, calling the term detrimental to where we're trying to go. Let's call it classism, or the American caste system, or economic de-powerment, or the industrial complex, the need for cheap labor, George Bush, the New World Order, the Federal Reserve and its families, globalization...or Foo. Yes, let's call it Foo. Because the name really doesn't matter.
It's too almost too big to categorize, but what really scares me, that if it's too big to name, does that then make it too big to address? Maybe, maybe not. But I just don't think that addressing any of the ISSUES will really solve any of the Problems. Hell, we started working on some of these problems 30-40-50 years ago, and do we really see theProgress?
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i think i've been in that situation about AIDS for so long i've tended to suppress it. it takes so much strength out of me having to deal with it. i know that shouldn't happen but it does. i'm thinking that this will pass though. let's hope it's soon.
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December 12, 2005 05:50 AM